So, what to say. I’m not good at introductions but here goes…
, S is our host. Our body age is 34 years old but of course there are people inside here who are many ages. It just depends on whose out…
We are blind and have been since birth. We were born 13 weeks premature so the backs of our eyes werent developed properly, causing our blindness. We do not really mind being blind, its ok really, I mean we have never saw so, well, you just adapt?
We have had two former guide dogs and are now on our third, whose name is Nitro..he’s a cross between a lab and a golden retriever and he’s oh so cute and our baby in every sense of the word!. Our previous dogs were Goldie, a golden retriever, and Maisie, a cross between a lab and a retriever.
We are survivors of many things, including lots of abuse. The abuse mostly took place in a boarding school, from age 5 to 16, but before then we lived with our dads family, two of whom are alcoholics, and, our dad is also an alcoholic. So our early childhood was traumatic. We are SRA survivors, SRa stands for satanic ritual abuse, and this abuse took place at the boarding school, starting at age 8, and ending when we were sixteen. At the boarding school we also suffered psychological abuse, sexual abuse and physical abuse from care staff, nuns and a care taker.
We were also bullied as a teen, in mainstream school, as we were mainstreamed at age 16 for the remainder of our schooling. We suffered from anorexia as a teenager, and were hospitalised due to it. Since then though the diagnosis has been changed to bulimia. Not all of us struggle with eating issues though. Actually only a few of us do.
We see a therapist once a week for 90 minut sessions, and we also have a psychiatrist. We were formerly diagnosed with did in December 2010, but we were unofficially diagnosed back in early 2000.
If you’d like to know any thing else, please feel free to ask me..
Peace, and thanks for reading this post.