You get to be a 6-year-old kid again for one day and one day only plan your perfect 24 hours. Where do you go, what do you do, and with whom?
If I was six again I’d be happy and carefree. My life would not have any abuse in it. If I was six for one whole day I’d like to go shopping to the toystore, play with all the toys, try everything out, then have a ton of money to buy some toys. I’d go to an icecream parlour and get the person serving to make me a huge icecream, with sprinkles and other toppings on it. I’d like to be able to choose from a big pile of toppings. Then I’d go to a local park and swing high on the swings, slide down the slides, swing from the monkey bars and ride the merry go round. After that I’d like to visit my friends, and ask them if they’d like to come to my house and play, have a picnic in the garden. Then after that we’d watch movies, and that night have a sleep over with more movies and popcorn and other sweets and stuff.
hi its me allie. i’m bummed. we didnt go to therapy today. that makes me sad. carol anne was feeling tired, and miserable so she decided to not go. if i made the decisions around here, i would have went. now we dont get to see eileen for 10 whole days. i just texted her a few minutes ago to tell her that i miss her and it feels like a long time, the 10 days. it feels like forever! she hasnt replied yet, but i know she will when she can. i dont like it when the bigs decide stuff sometimes. we werent sick today as in vomiting, or like real sick you know so we couldnt move, so i think we should have gone. i think the tiredness would have gone away if we just made ourselves go. oh well. its too late now i guess. im just mad and kinda sad that we never had our therapy session today.
allie age 9
I thought I’d post a link to our youtube channel. It has videos on it about our life, diagnosis, videos of our dog, and from the alters. I hope some of you will subscribe to it and watch them.
the link is below.
its ericka. im 8. i decided to write and ask a question.
our pa is taking us to the movies soon. but first we have to pick a movie to see. we want to see a kids movie. or something that a kid would like. not something violent or scary cuz we dont like those sorta movies.
does anyone have any ideas about what movie to see?
if you got to see a good movie lately maybe you’ll comment to tell us about it here.
its me alicia. if you dont know i am 9. i feel so crummy tonight. my head hurts. my heart hurts. everywhere just hurts. and i dont have anyone to talk to about it. eileen is on holidays. i cant text dr barry. i dont think i should bother our friends. i feel so lonely and alone. why did eileen have to go on vacation? its not fair! i feel like she left us and just went and i feel like she’ll never come back. she did say she’d be back. she doesnt lie well she hasnt ever lied to me. its so hard waiting. she told me to text her a few days before our therapy session, to remind her to charge up her digital recorder so she can read us the story she promised to read to us. i am so looking forward to her reading to us. that will be fun. and special. is it ok for me to feel special? loved? cared for? because that is how i will feel when she reads to us. like someone loves and cares about me. its hard being a kid. feelings suck. when you dont really understand grown up things, when you want things and cant have them, when your hurting and there is nobody to tell, it all just sucks.
alicia age 9