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Feedback wanted

I’d like some feedback from my readers. Some of the younger and teen alters wanted to post on our blog…more than they have been doing, as its been a while since any of them did.
Are people interested in hearing from the alters? Some of them were going to post bios, as well as their thoughts on stuff. So it wouldnt just be me doing the posting.
What are your thoughts>?
Some of them are scared to try this in case they’ll be misunderstood or made fun of.
Can people email me with your feedback?
You’ll find my email address on my contact page on this site.
tghanks

Blackness

spiraling
going down down
emotions whirling
a cloud of blackness
a sinking feeling
that turns to numbness, nothingness
depression claws
at my being
engulfs me
i try to put on a mask
but everyone can see
people stare
its not their reality
they go on with life
oblivious to the blackness that surrounds me
and i try to carry on
act happy
while my world crumbles

odds and ends

Today was not very productive. I did not go to bed until about 5 AM so I got up late. I did some house work and saw to Nitro and just lazed around at home for most of the day. My mom was having a bbq in her back yard but I never ended up going to it. My home help came and we cooked some food and in the afternoon I took a long nap. The tiredness from last weekend finally caught up with me. Tonight there was a mass of rememberance for my grandad. After the mass was finished my aunt came back to my moms house and so did I. We just chatted and drank tea and it was nice to catch up. My aunt had unfriended me on facebook because I kept tagging her in things to do with the family and she didnt want me doing that, but last night she added me back on fb but she told me to not tag her in future. She’s kinda weird about people on her friends list knowing things like where she is or what she’s doing and stuff. Tomorrow morning I’m having CCTV installed in my house. The guy for installing it is coming at 10 so I’ll have to be back at my own house by then. He said it would take four to five hours to install it. I think it will be good to have the CCTV, it will allow us to feel safer in our home. The rest of this week I am busy with appointments and on Thursday I am going out for a day outing with the people from the basement club, we’re going to Cobh which is a town outside the city. We’ll have a meal and do some shopping and stuff. I see Dr Barry tomorrow and on Thursday I have an appointment with my OT Mark and on Friday I see the nutritionist. I havent seen the nutritionist in a whole month. So its all go for the rest of this week.