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ITS LIZ AND I’M STRUGGLING

HI EVERYONE
I’M LIZ. I’M 25. AND TONIGHT I’VE BEEN STRUGGLING.
I DONT USUALLY REACH OUT FOR HELP BUT TONIGHT I DID. I KNEW I’D BE GOING TO THERAPY LATER THIS MORNING SO I CHOSE TO REACH OUT ONLINE TOO. I WANT TO GO TO THERAPY LATER TODAY AND TALK TO EILEEN.
I FEEL SUICIDAL. I FEEL DEPRESSED AND LOST. FEARFUL AND AT THE SAME TIME CALM. I KNOW THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE. CALM AND FEAR ARENT A MIX? BUT THATS HOW I FEEL.
I REALLY WANTED TO END IT TONIGHT. I SAT ON MY OWN ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR FOR AGES. JUST CONTEMPLATING HOW I’D END IT. NOW I’M GLAD I DIDNT. SOMEHOW WHEN ITS LIGHT OUTSIDE THINGS GET A LITTLE BIT EASIER.
LIZ