This song makes me think of my partner, right now, she’s not having a great time, she’s in a residential psych unit, and will be there for a while. I am posting this to say I love her and miss her tons each and every day. Life just isnt the same without her.
Really relate to this song. Blue october rock.
FUCK LIFE FUCK THERAPY FUCK MY FAMILY AND FUCK THE WORLD
YES I AM MAD NO I DONT CARE NO I WILL NOT QUIT SO IF YOU DONT LIKE IT YOU KNOW WHAT YOU CAN DO!
YES YOU CAN FUCK OFF!
IF YOU WANT RAINBOWS AND BUTTERFLIES IT AINT IN THIS HERE BLOG!
I FUCKING HATE HAVING DID. ITS MISERABLE. I’M MISERABLE.
THE WORST PART IS I STARTED WORKING ON SHIT IN THERAPY. AND FUCK BUT ITS HARD. I KNOW THERAPY ISNT MEANT TO BE EASY SO BEFORE ANYONE SAYS SHIT TO ME ABOUT THERAPY NOT BEING EASY, DONT BOTHER.
I JUST WANT TO HAVE A LITTLE FUN AND RAISE A LITTLE HELL.
IS THAT SO BAD?
IT FUCKING BETTER THAN FLASHBACKS, MEMORIES, URGES, CUTTING, DRINKING, RIGHT?
OF COURSE IT IS!
MAYBE I SHOULD EMAIL EILEEN. WHINE TO HER. MAYBE I’LL BECOME A WHINY BITCH. I’M LISTENING TO THE SONG BITCH BETTER HAVE MY MONEY BY RIHANNA AND I’M LOVING IT. ITS WAY BETTER MUSIC THAN THE PREPPY STUFF CAROL ANNE LISTENS TO. AH WELL I’M DONE, GOING TO GO SO POSTING THIS WHILE I STILL CAN.
So despite my tiredness today, I turned on my ipod and this song came on, and I just couldnt resist dancing and singing along! Its just a feel good song, and now its stuck in my head. Its called future husband, which kinda doesnt apply to me being that I am gay, but well, I still like it.
This is a song that I love right now. It reminds me of my love for my partner. She’s not well right now and is in a psych unit. I’ve been playing this ove and over. I think I’m in love!