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31 days of lists challenge, day 3

Day 3: Activities I’d do if I was brave

1 Skydive
2 Go on tv and talk about my mental illness namely the did
3 Bungee jump
4 Do an interview with someone about my struggles with my weight
5 Stand in the same room as a wasp and not run for my life when it buzzed around me

Sunday Random Q and A

1. Would you like to be famous? In what way?
I’m not sure. I guess sometimes I would. If I had a choice I’d like to be a writer, and I still might be one some day.
2. Before making a telephone call, do you ever rehearse what you are going to say? Why?
Not usually. I dont have phone anxiety thankfully. I like talking on the phone. I’m good at it too lol.
3. What would constitute a perfect day for you?
A day where everything in my life went right, where I got to see the people who are important to me, where the sun shone bright and no clouds were in the sky
4. When did you last sing to yourself? To someone else?
I sing to myself all the time. I love singing. Cant really rmemember when I last sang to someone else.
5. If you were able to live to the age of 90 and retain either the mind or body of a 30-year-old for the last 60 years of your life, which would you want?
The mind. I dont care about looks but to lose your mind due to old age or dementia or another affliction would be terrible. I’d rather be dead than do that.
6. Do you have a secret hunch about how you will die?
Sadly I think it will be either by suicide, or illness, since I’ve attempted suicide on numerous occasions its still a part of my life at times, I dont think it ever goes away.
7. For what in your life do you feel most grateful?

For my guide dog, my health, my family, my therapist and psychiatrist

8. If you could change anything about the way you were raised, what would it be?

I’d love it if I could make my dad not drink alcohol to excess, and if I was able to stop his anger outbursts, I would not want my mental illnesses, or abuse history.

9. If you could wake up tomorrow having gained any one quality or ability, what would it be?

I’d like the ability to cook for myself, and I’d also like the ability to drive.

10. If a crystal ball could tell you the truth about yourself, your life, the future or anything else, what would you want to know?

How I was going to die, if I’d ever recover, if my sister was going to have any more kids

11. What does friendship mean to you?

to me friendship is where you treat someone with respect, love them, accept them for who they are and where they’re at, treat them with integrity and honesty

12. What roles do love and affection play in your life?

I have a partner whom I love dearly. I’m a very affectionate person, I freely give and recieve hugs and kisses to family and friends

13. When did you last laugh?

Last night while I was on skype with my friend Sarah

14. Are you a morning person or a night owl?

I’m definitely a night owl 😛 my sleep patterns are weird!

15. Seen anything weird lately?

No. Unfortunately my life is boring lol.

Just for fun, meme

Who was the last person of the opposite sex you laid in a bed with?

Wow its been so long that I cant remember!

Where was the last place you went out to eat?

On Saturday I went to a local coffee place that sells wraps and sandwiches as well as coffee, tea and cold drinks. I had a chicken and cheese rap with chill i sauce on it.

What was the last alcoholic beverage you consumed?

White wine. A lot of it lol.

Which do you prefer – eyes or lips?

Lips. Especially my partners.

Medicine, fine arts, or law?

Medicine. I think it would be interesting to study it.

Best kind of pizza?

The inferno from four star pizza, or the mexican one from dominos.

Is your bedroom window open?

No. I have a house alarm so all my windows have to be closed when its turned on.

What is in store for your future?

Well in sept am starting college. Before that will just enjoy my summer.

Who was the last band you saw live?

Lionel richie. I just saw him yesterday.

Do you take care of your friends while they are sick?

Not usually. But if I could I would.

Any historical figures that you envy?

No not really. Cant think of one.

How many songs are on your iTunes?

Thousands. I’m currently in the process of ripping my entire music collection.

What brand of digital camera do you own?

A canonn. I love my camera.

When was the last time you got a good workout?

Well at the gym it was a few months ago. But I’m trying to do something about that by exercising more.
what store do you go to first?

I enjoy food shopping, or shopping for cds, dvds, etc. I dont really enjoy clothes shopping.

Are you a quitter?

No. I believe you should keep on trying even when things arent looking so positive.

What are two bands or singers that you will always love?

Pink and sarah bareilles

What of the seven deadly sins are you guilty of?


20. Did you just have to Google the seven deadly sins to see what they were?

Yes! lol.

100 questions, 100 answers

1.How are you, really?

calm and relaxed

2. How do you feel right now? What are you thinking about?
calm, relaxed, happy. thinking about my pa and what i need to do with her when she arrives.

3.Whats your favorite color?
4. Whats your favorite food.?
Right now

5. Whats your favorite dessert?
banofee pie
6. How old are you?
7. What have you learned today?
that trying to change your dropbox info to a new account and log in is hard.

8. What was your favorite subject in school?
9. What do you do?
I dont work

10. What are some of your favorite books?
any books by cathy glass, casey watson, or rosie lewis

11. What are some of your favorite movies?
disney movies, marley and me, mama mia, the color purple, freedom writers

12. What kind of music are you into?

Chart music of today, Pink and adele are my favorite artists.
13. If you were going to write a book, what would you call it and what would it be about?
A look inside my head, it would be my inner most thoughts in print form.

14. Whats one of the scariest things youve ever done?
Rode tower of terror at disneyworld

15. What accomplishment are you most proud of?
Moving out on my own

16. Are you married?
17. How did you meet your spouse / girlfriend / boyfriend?
We met online.

18. Do you think its better to get married when youre young or better to wait a while?
If you love each other then why wait.

19. Do you have any kids?

no 😦
20. Have you ever thought of adopting?
Yes but I think between my mental illness and blindness it would not happen too easily.

21. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up?A singer
22. How did you get into your profession?
Dont work…remember?

23. Would you recommend your profession to other people? Why / Why not?

24. What do you do for fun?
talk to friends, walk Nitro, read, listen to music or watch tv

25. Do you like traveling?
I love it. Dont do nearly enough of it.

26. If you could visit any country in the world, where would you go?

27. Who are some people youd like to meet someday?
all of my online friends

28. If someone asked you to give them a random piece of advice, what would you say?
No matter what happens, never quit!

29. Whats one of your favorite habits you have?
Talking way too much

30. What are some things that make you really happy?
Seeing dr barry or my therapist, spending time with family, or friends, walking and playing with nitro,

31. What are some things that make you really sad?

the fact I was abused, losing friends or loved ones,

32. What are some things that scare you?
the dark, flashbacks, anger, bugs

33 Do you like to plan things out in detail or be spontaneous?
be spontaneous

34. Are you a religious person?
No, dont go to church, but I do believe in angels and spirit guides.

35. If you could go back in history, who would you like to meet?
My younger self
36. Would you rather live in the country or in the city?
In the city, I dont know how people living in the country cope.

37. What was your life like growing up?
Hard, very hard

38. What were you like in high school?
Shy, scared, worked hard, had hardly any friends, was not popular.

39. Do you have any brothers or sisters? How many?
a sister and no brothers
40. Whats your favorite part about today so far?
Skyping with my friend sarah

41. Who in your life has influenced you the most? How did they do it?
dr barry and eileen, because they never try to change me and make me into someone I’m not, they just accept me for me no questions asked.

42. Whats your favorite joke?

camt think of one

43. Have you ever tried sushi? (Did you like it?)
No havent tried it, wouldnt because I dont like seafood.

44. Do you like spicy food?
Yes. Love it. Spicier the better.

45. How do you like your steak cooked?
Well done

46. Do you have a favorite number? Any particular reason why you like that number?
10 and 26 because its nitros birthday

47. If you were a type of animal, what would you be and why?
An owl because they are wise

48. Whats one of the strangest things youve ever done?
feeling someone when I didnt know there was someone in front of me on the train.

49. What kind of vacations do you like?
Hot places, theme parks

50. What are some of your major goals in life?

Use what I’ve been through to help other people. Start a family
51. What are some of your smaller goals in life?
get and keep a job. get stable
52. What do you like least about yourself?
my weight
53. What embarrasses you?
being overly emotional
54. If you could try out any job for a day, what would you like to try?
being a therapist
55. Whats your earliest memory?
being sick in hospital at age 5

56. Whats the best decision you ever made?
getting a guide dog

57. Whos your best / closest friend?
I have a few. Sarah, rose, norma, sam…

58. What do you think people think of you?
talkative, sarcastic, good humoured, overly emotional

59. What were your grades like in school?
As and Bs
60. If you could learn one random skill, what would you learn?
how to cook
61. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?
I’m definitely an extravert.

62. Have you ever taken a personality test? (How did the results turn out?)
Yes, I scored high on dissociation

63. Whats the first thing you notice about people?
their laugh, sense of humour

64. Do you think people can control their own destiny?
65. Do you think all people are equally valuable, or do you think some people in certain situations might be more valuable than others (say, a severely retarded patient vs. a doctor who could potentially save hundreds of lives)?
Define value
66. Do you think people are basically bad or basically good?
67. Do you think morals are universal or relative to the beliefs, traditions, and practices of individuals or groups?
Universal and influenced by all those other concepts.
68. Do you think God exists?
Something like people’s concept of God
69. Do you think any kind of afterlife exists?
70. Do you vote? Why / Why not? If you do vote, how do you usually vote?
I rarely vote. Unless its an issue close to my heart, like the marriage reforendum recently.

71. Do you think gay people choose to be gay? Do you think straight people choose to be straight?
No but I think people can chose to accept it or deny it. No and most just go with it because it’s the majority
72. Is torture ever a good option? If no, why not? If yes, when?
73. Would you kill an innocent person if you thought it might mean saving a dozen other people?
Possible I need to know more information
74. Whats the most money youve ever given away?
500 dollars

75. Whats the biggest personal change youve ever made?
accepting my mental illness and embracing the did.

76. Whats the stupidest thing youve ever done?
Trusting people and staying in toxic relationships for too long.
77. What do you think would be one of the best steps we could take toward ending poverty around the world?
I have no idea
78. What do you think we could do to best improve the education system?
Pay teachers better have more training and perks
79. In general, what do you think about art?
The arts are great, I’m not that great at creating art
80. What are some of your favorite websites?
facebook and wordpress, audible, amazon

81. Whats the biggest turnoff in a man/woman?
82. Whats the biggest lie youve ever told?
that I was someone who I wasnt

83. Whats something most people dont know about you?
How much I truly struggle
84. Whats something you wish everyone knew about you?
I’m incredibly complex/complicated
85. What are some of the first things you do in the morning?
Go to the bathroom, take my meds, check my e-mail
86. Whats the worst thing thats ever happened to you?
Losing my baby

87. Do you cry easily?
yes but silently most times
88. How do you feel about public speaking?
I’m very comfortable with it. I’m also good at it.

89. Do you like to talk on the phone?
I love it.

90. How many emails do you get each week, roughly?

a lot. never counted.

91. If someone were to make a movie about your life, who would you hope would play you?
I have no idea
92. Whats one of your favorite questions to ask new friends or to get a conversation going?
I don’t have one
93. Would you ever sky dive or bungee jump?
probably not
94. Have you ever been in a fist fight?
95. Whats the best prank youve ever pulled?
am not into pranks
96. What did you do on your 16th birthday?
I think I probably celebrated with my family.
97. What do you think is one of the most undervalued professions right now?
social workers
98. How would you explain your basic life philosophy?
I’m a complicated person with a complicated life.
99. Would you rather be hated or forgotten?
100. If you knew you would die tomorrow, would you feel cheated today?
No, dont think I would

Get to know me…part one

Who is your hero? my grandfather. He’s dying and he continues to be positive and upbeat.
If you could live anywhere, where would it be? America, it is my dream to move there eventually
What is your biggest fear? Abandonment/Rejection
What is your favorite family vacation? When we went to disneyland paris or else new york
What would you change about yourself if you could? my height i’d like to be taller, my weight i’d like to be thinner.
What really makes you angry? rude people, people who hurt kids or animals, being misunderstood
What motivates you to work hard? I’m a very last minute person and I work well under pressure, but when I am passionate about something I get really motivated!
What is your favorite thing about your career? N/A
What is your biggest complaint about your job? no job
What is your proudest accomplishment? training with nitro, getting a diploma, so many things make me proud
What is your child’s proudest accomplishment? N/A
What is your favorite book to read? any true memoirs about people who struggle with mental illness, non fiction books are more interesting to me than fiction ones
What makes you laugh the most? when i watch old youtube videos of me and my girlfriend goofing around, they always bring a smile to my face, other than that its nitros antics.
What was the last movie you went to? What did you think? i havent been to the movies in ages. I cant even remember what the last one I saw was.
What did you want to be when you were small? A singer
What does your child want to be when he/she grows up? N/A
If you could choose to do anything for a day, what would it be? Be happy, hang out with friends
What is your favorite game or sport to watch and play? Board games or word games
Would you rather ride a bike, ride a horse, or drive a car? ride a horse
What would you sing at Karaoke night? my heart will go on from titanic
What two radio stations do you listen to in the car the most? Two pop stations
Which would you rather do: wash dishes, mow the lawn, clean the bathroom, or vacuum the house? wash dishes
If you could hire someone to help you, would it be with cleaning, cooking, or yard work? Cleaning
If you could only eat one meal for the rest of your life, what would it be? Right now, chicken curry
Who is your favorite author? Cathy Glass
Have you ever had a nickname? What is it? Shirl or shir amongst others