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Therapy equals lies

i think therapy is a big fat lie. i was meant to get time with eileen. she said so. she lied. i didnt get any time today. therapy is a bunch of lies. heres why.

eileen only pretends to care, to her i am just a job. she doesnt care.
she says i am funny, im not. im dumb and stupid.
she says i matter. i dont. if i mattered she’d adopt me. she wont though.
she says we shouldnt hurt ourselves. why not? she wont care. she will just dump us or give us ultimatims.
she says i am interesting and creative. i dont care. i dont want to be interesting or creative. i just want someone to love me and to belong.
therapy is all a big lie, and im tired of it.
alicia