ITS LIZ AND I’M STRUGGLING

HI EVERYONE
I’M LIZ. I’M 25. AND TONIGHT I’VE BEEN STRUGGLING.
I DONT USUALLY REACH OUT FOR HELP BUT TONIGHT I DID. I KNEW I’D BE GOING TO THERAPY LATER THIS MORNING SO I CHOSE TO REACH OUT ONLINE TOO. I WANT TO GO TO THERAPY LATER TODAY AND TALK TO EILEEN.
I FEEL SUICIDAL. I FEEL DEPRESSED AND LOST. FEARFUL AND AT THE SAME TIME CALM. I KNOW THAT DOESNT MAKE SENSE. CALM AND FEAR ARENT A MIX? BUT THATS HOW I FEEL.
I REALLY WANTED TO END IT TONIGHT. I SAT ON MY OWN ON THE BATHROOM FLOOR FOR AGES. JUST CONTEMPLATING HOW I’D END IT. NOW I’M GLAD I DIDNT. SOMEHOW WHEN ITS LIGHT OUTSIDE THINGS GET A LITTLE BIT EASIER.
LIZ

6 thoughts on “ITS LIZ AND I’M STRUGGLING”

  1. im sorry liz. that sounds really awful. its horrible to be in that empty place. im glad you didn’t do anything tho, and am sure you’ll get to talk to Eileen later. hope you feel better soon.

  2. It’s a struggle dealing with conflicting feelings. They are so hard to describe and put into words, let alone try to sort in your head. Am glad you are ok.

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