going down down
emotions whirling
a cloud of blackness
a sinking feeling
that turns to numbness, nothingness
depression claws
at my being
engulfs me
i try to put on a mask
but everyone can see
people stare
its not their reality
they go on with life
oblivious to the blackness that surrounds me
and i try to carry on
act happy
while my world crumbles

10 thoughts on “Blackness”

  1. Big big hugs. It can be so hard to deal with all the feelings and emotions that therapy brings up, and sometimes all you can do is just ride the storm and sit tight. We’re all here and you’re not alone- just remember that riding this storm will make you stronger, even though you don’t feel it right now. Xxx

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