This week is turning into a busy one. I have lots of appointments. On Monday I had dr barry. Today I have therapy with Eileen. Tomorrow I see Mark our OT, and on Friday I see Karen the nutritionist. I haven’t had such a hectic week in a while now. I am feeling somewhat apprehensive about therapy, wondering how it will go. I know Alicia is going to do some work on anger, and I want to work some on the recent emotional upheaval that the winter solstice brought on. It has been lingering now for a while and I feel it is time we worked on stuff and brought it out into the open. Tomorrow with Mark I think we’ll be working on goal setting, and the interest list we were working on before xmas. It is a really early appointment with Mark, I go at 8:15 AM. I don’t mind though, I like early mornings and I am a morning person on most days. As for Fridays appointment, I am dreading it. My weight is such a battle these days. I need to lose about 70 pounds. I made a new years resolution that I would really try hard to do something about my weight. But I am slow to start. I haven’t really been exercising like I said I would. But I have been eating better, more healthily and that has helped some. The weight is so hard to shift though! Why is it so easy to put it on but so hard to take it off? I also have the stress of trying to get in touch with the college that I am supposed to be starting later this year. I’ve tried to call the manager twice this week already and he hasn’t returned my calls. I just want to know where my application is at, what the status of it is and where the college are with it. I suppose I’ll try again today but I seriously think it is not very professional for them not to return my calls. I was suppose to go to an audio book club meeting too tonight but I am thinking of backing out of it. I am really just too tired to think about going. Usually we meet once a month, to discuss the months book and choose a new book for the next month. I’d prefer to visit my parents than go to the meeting and that is probably what I’ll do. Overall its just a stressful week and I am also kinda stressing out about the police investigation and what will happen with that. I even dreamt about it tonight and woke up startled and quite uneasy. I just hope if they do investigate that something comes of it. Otherwise dr Barry will have written a report for nothing and I will have spent all this time worrying all for nothing.